Bertemankan cahaya lappy dan bunyi kipas *bayangkan* , dan sambil mendengar lagu *Nsync-I drive myself crazy , i just want to continue the story of myself . Saya bukan lah anak kesayangan ataupun anak manja , i'm just an ordinary child . Apa yg saya nak tak semuanya dapat , saya pon tak pernah minta apa-apa daripada mak saya ok. But , it's hurt for me to face this situation alone ..
First situation : how does it feel , bila mak korg lebih kan adik korg ?? everything adik,adik,adik,and adik !
saya bukan cemburu (sikit_sikit ada :p) , tapi saya cuma nak kan keadilan , if mak tak boleh bg saya ok :'D i know even though , mak selalu buat cenggitu, deep inside your heart u still love me .
Second situation : how does it feel , bila korg asyek kene marah 24/7 , even though korg buat baik ?? but , i'm still ok with this . sebab saya sayang mak saya . i really love her , although mak sayang adik saya :'D
Third situation : how does it feel , bila tiba2 adik korg terlepas ckp nak pergi jalan , and suddenlly korg ckp nak ikut , and your parents ckp , "kan , kakak dah selalu pergi" ,?? *kesat airmata pakai bantal musyuk* :'D
Fourth situation : how does it feel , bila bukan korg je yg salah , tapi korg still disalahkan 200% with all your classmates ?? saya memang tak kisah , tak apa , kita tak boleh nak tutup and puas kan hati semua org right ?? tapi bila dah sampai jadi musuh dgn classmates it's really hurts me , bila dari satu class ke satu class point finger to yourself , u know how it feel , right ?? but , i'm still ok , :'D *kesat air hingus guna selimut*
All the situation above i've been through all by myself , saya sikit pon tak pernah dendam and benci dkt mak , saya sgt2 sayang mak saya , i really love her , cause she is the best and important people in my life , without her , i'm not alive ,semoga mak sentiasa dirahmati dan disayangi Allah s.w.t :'D
To my classmates , if u guys read this , i'm so sorry , i know whatever i do , kesalahan tu still akan ada dkt saya , i know u guys really hate me , i can't force u guys to love me , but i'm so grateful to know u guys , i love u guys :'D
:'D
That's why i put the title "A Lonely Little Girl" :)
*sambung melalak sampai tertonggeng* :'D
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